Thursday, April 07, 2005
+ No title +
Haven been online for quite some time,needless to say blog.
Have been out for the past few days, and going broke soon.
Very soon.
Went Thomsom with jes and jas for hamsters this afternoon
Jes weird man...
Don't wanna tell jas that her sis-in-law has got hamsters to give away...then jas can save 18 bucks!
Can't figure out.
But anyway,I ate tons today.
Yong Tau Fu,Cookies,Sundae,KFC meal,Bread......
That scary monstrous big-eater Pheywen who has the hobby of gorging has come back!
Yeah!Gaming with sis and cousin again later!
But gotta wake up early tomorrow to go job-hunting with jes
If not i gotta suffer her wrath!
Ooh scary~
Arh..so FULL now..doubt i can get to sleep early tonight!
PhEyWeN @ 12:12 AM
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Saturday, April 02, 2005
+ I don't like home +
I don't like home.
I don't like the people there.
At least not for now.
I don't like to be at that place.
Damn give me a freaking break!
PhEyWeN @ 4:30 AM
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005
+ Almost +
Don't act like a pity cute doggiez who have lost your way, and telling lies in between you teeth. But it's just so easy to see through your lie. I wonder how you can make those selfish requests persistently without any shame.
Yesterday was an almost perfect day except for that part mentioned above and that micro part.But I don't care much about that micro part anyway. Got home,slept,lunch,grocery trip with jas,home,dinner,out again to have night run with jas.
Gotta start burying myself in that CIP book. Ciao!
PhEyWeN @ 1:44 PM
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Thursday, March 17, 2005
+ Doctor +
I just visited Doctor Happiness, and he diagonised me as unhealthy. He gave me a few packs of medicine called the pills of happiness to be taken daily, as many times as I want till I get well.
"My days are bad. So bad that all the dents are so visible that I can I can recognise every dent clearly even with my eyes closed while trying to fall into slumberland." I told Doctor Happiness.
"Here are the pills of happiness. Note: Exercise what you planned on recovery. Only then will the pills of happiness work."
Yes, Doctor Happiness... ... when things get down,I must not go down.
Recharged. Do what I should do to get the pills of happiness working!
Ready, Get Set, Go!!!!!!!!!!
I wanna be happy happy happy. And I'll be happy happy happy.
PhEyWeN @ 10:23 PM
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005
+ I am... .... +
I am one who expresses myself with giving much thought to it.
My feelings, my opinions... ...
Often offending people without realising it
Causing misunderstanding, turning myeslf into a hateful insensitive figure
Time for personality check and revolution!
Let's Go!
PhEyWeN @ 7:38 PM
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005
+ Freak +
I just realised today that I am an insensitive freak who spouts nonsensenical rubbish, spoiling people's days and making them just feel like cutting my tongues off after gorging my eyes out.
I just realiesd that I'm such a hateful figure in their eyes.
Well then,I apologiesd in anyway for being, for whatever bad stuffs I've done.But really,I don't mean any harm at all. I was just joking around,accidentally display that straightforward me by stating some facts which you think I've hurt you or anything. But I really mean no harm and I can't really remember what exactly happened anyway.
Maybe it's time for a character revolution in me or something,but I would just want to remind you that no one is perfect. And I'm not all for changing myself to please you. I'm all for changing myself to be a better Man,to prevent hurting people.
But well,still,I gotta thank you for shaking be back to life,making me relise more about myself.
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There you go You're always so right It's all a big show It's all about you You think you know What everyone needs You always take time To criticize me It seems like everyday I make mistakes I just can't get it right It's like I'm the one You love to hate But not today So shut up, shut up, shut up Don't wanna hear it Get out, get out, get out Get out of my way Step out, step out step oyt You'll never stop me Nothing you say today Is gonna bring me down There you go You never ask why It's all a big lie Whatever you do You think you're special But I know, and I know And I know, and we know That you're not You're always there to point Out my mistakes And shove them in my face It's like I'm the one You love to hate But not today So shut up, shut up, shut up Don't wanna hear it Get out, get out, get out Get out of my way Step out, step out, step out You'll never stop me Nothing you say today Is gonna bring me down Is gonna bring me down Will never bring me down Don't tell me who I should be And don't try to tell me what's right for me Don't tell me what I should do I don't wanna waste my time I'll watch you fade away So shut up, shut up, shut up Don't wanna hear it Get out, get out, get out Get out of my way Step out, step out, step out You'll never stop me Nothing you say today Is gonna bring me down Shut up, shut up, shut up Don't wanna hear it Get out, get out, get out Get out of my way Step out, step out, step out You'll never stop me Nothing you say today Is gonna bring me down Bring me down {shut up, shut up, shut up} Won't bring me down {shut up, shut up, shut up} Bring me down {shut up, shut up, shut up} Won't bring me down Shut up, shut up, shut up
PhEyWeN @ 4:10 PM
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Sunday, March 13, 2005
+ Breakaway +
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I’d just stare out my window
Dreamin’ of what could be
And if I’d end up happy
I would pray
Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed
I could break away
I’ll spread my wings
And I’ll learn how to fly
I’ll do what it takes
Till I touch the sky
And I’ll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness
And into the sun
But I won’t forget all the ones that I love
I’ll take a risk, take a chance, make a changeAnd break away
Want to feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get on board a fast train
Travel on a jet plane
Far away and break away
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging round revolving doors
Maybe I don’t know where they’ll take me but
Gotta keep movin’ on movin’ on
Fly away break away
I’ll spread my wings
And I’ll learn how to fly
Though it’s not easy
To tell you goodbyeI
gotta take a risk, take a chance make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won’t forget the place I come fromI
gotta take a risk, take a chance make a change
And break away
Breakaway
PhEyWeN @ 2:32 PM
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Thursday, April 07, 2005
+ No title +
Haven been online for quite some time,needless to say blog.
Have been out for the past few days, and going broke soon.
Very soon.
Went Thomsom with jes and jas for hamsters this afternoon
Jes weird man...
Don't wanna tell jas that her sis-in-law has got hamsters to give away...then jas can save 18 bucks!
Can't figure out.
But anyway,I ate tons today.
Yong Tau Fu,Cookies,Sundae,KFC meal,Bread......
That scary monstrous big-eater Pheywen who has the hobby of gorging has come back!
Yeah!Gaming with sis and cousin again later!
But gotta wake up early tomorrow to go job-hunting with jes
If not i gotta suffer her wrath!
Ooh scary~
Arh..so FULL now..doubt i can get to sleep early tonight!
PhEyWeN @ 12:12 AM
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Saturday, April 02, 2005
+ I don't like home +
I don't like home.
I don't like the people there.
At least not for now.
I don't like to be at that place.
Damn give me a freaking break!
PhEyWeN @ 4:30 AM
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005
+ Almost +
Don't act like a pity cute doggiez who have lost your way, and telling lies in between you teeth. But it's just so easy to see through your lie. I wonder how you can make those selfish requests persistently without any shame.
Yesterday was an almost perfect day except for that part mentioned above and that micro part.But I don't care much about that micro part anyway. Got home,slept,lunch,grocery trip with jas,home,dinner,out again to have night run with jas.
Gotta start burying myself in that CIP book. Ciao!
PhEyWeN @ 1:44 PM
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Thursday, March 17, 2005
+ Doctor +
I just visited Doctor Happiness, and he diagonised me as unhealthy. He gave me a few packs of medicine called the pills of happiness to be taken daily, as many times as I want till I get well.
"My days are bad. So bad that all the dents are so visible that I can I can recognise every dent clearly even with my eyes closed while trying to fall into slumberland." I told Doctor Happiness.
"Here are the pills of happiness. Note: Exercise what you planned on recovery. Only then will the pills of happiness work."
Yes, Doctor Happiness... ... when things get down,I must not go down.
Recharged. Do what I should do to get the pills of happiness working!
Ready, Get Set, Go!!!!!!!!!!
I wanna be happy happy happy. And I'll be happy happy happy.
PhEyWeN @ 10:23 PM
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005
+ I am... .... +
I am one who expresses myself with giving much thought to it.
My feelings, my opinions... ...
Often offending people without realising it
Causing misunderstanding, turning myeslf into a hateful insensitive figure
Time for personality check and revolution!
Let's Go!
PhEyWeN @ 7:38 PM
________________________________
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
+ Freak +
I just realised today that I am an insensitive freak who spouts nonsensenical rubbish, spoiling people's days and making them just feel like cutting my tongues off after gorging my eyes out.
I just realiesd that I'm such a hateful figure in their eyes.
Well then,I apologiesd in anyway for being, for whatever bad stuffs I've done.But really,I don't mean any harm at all. I was just joking around,accidentally display that straightforward me by stating some facts which you think I've hurt you or anything. But I really mean no harm and I can't really remember what exactly happened anyway.
Maybe it's time for a character revolution in me or something,but I would just want to remind you that no one is perfect. And I'm not all for changing myself to please you. I'm all for changing myself to be a better Man,to prevent hurting people.
But well,still,I gotta thank you for shaking be back to life,making me relise more about myself.
************************************************************************************
There you go You're always so right It's all a big show It's all about you You think you know What everyone needs You always take time To criticize me It seems like everyday I make mistakes I just can't get it right It's like I'm the one You love to hate But not today So shut up, shut up, shut up Don't wanna hear it Get out, get out, get out Get out of my way Step out, step out step oyt You'll never stop me Nothing you say today Is gonna bring me down There you go You never ask why It's all a big lie Whatever you do You think you're special But I know, and I know And I know, and we know That you're not You're always there to point Out my mistakes And shove them in my face It's like I'm the one You love to hate But not today So shut up, shut up, shut up Don't wanna hear it Get out, get out, get out Get out of my way Step out, step out, step out You'll never stop me Nothing you say today Is gonna bring me down Is gonna bring me down Will never bring me down Don't tell me who I should be And don't try to tell me what's right for me Don't tell me what I should do I don't wanna waste my time I'll watch you fade away So shut up, shut up, shut up Don't wanna hear it Get out, get out, get out Get out of my way Step out, step out, step out You'll never stop me Nothing you say today Is gonna bring me down Shut up, shut up, shut up Don't wanna hear it Get out, get out, get out Get out of my way Step out, step out, step out You'll never stop me Nothing you say today Is gonna bring me down Bring me down {shut up, shut up, shut up} Won't bring me down {shut up, shut up, shut up} Bring me down {shut up, shut up, shut up} Won't bring me down Shut up, shut up, shut up
PhEyWeN @ 4:10 PM
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Sunday, March 13, 2005
+ Breakaway +
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I’d just stare out my window
Dreamin’ of what could be
And if I’d end up happy
I would pray
Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed
I could break away
I’ll spread my wings
And I’ll learn how to fly
I’ll do what it takes
Till I touch the sky
And I’ll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness
And into the sun
But I won’t forget all the ones that I love
I’ll take a risk, take a chance, make a changeAnd break away
Want to feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get on board a fast train
Travel on a jet plane
Far away and break away
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging round revolving doors
Maybe I don’t know where they’ll take me but
Gotta keep movin’ on movin’ on
Fly away break away
I’ll spread my wings
And I’ll learn how to fly
Though it’s not easy
To tell you goodbyeI
gotta take a risk, take a chance make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won’t forget the place I come fromI
gotta take a risk, take a chance make a change
And break away
Breakaway
PhEyWeN @ 2:32 PM
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